Yesterday, again my life's raspberry-awarded actor is the main actor of my dream.We were in Mudanya ( a small sea-side old town near my hometown Bursa ). Again I was with my collage friends and he was there with HIS GIRLFRIEND who actually an ex-girlfriend of one of our best-friends( in real life asa far as I know they are still together, but in my dream they became ex for each other). I had learnt that just after he broke up with me , he begun a relationship with her. I had gone crazy , I shouted I cried I yelled at them how can they did such a thing to me , but the girl was a complete bitch and saying me whole the time ," look I loved him and he loved me and we were aware of each other since we met my ex boyfriend took up with the situation and also you should" the raspberry awarded actor turned me and added "actuallu I had realized I loved her this was the reason I broke up with you" on that moment my anger converted into a hate crime towards my feelings , my time , my best years and my (still) alive love ... And I woke up , I still remember every moment of my dream , my anger towards them ..this is still as alive as my love.. scheiße :(
note: I checked their facebook accounts the bitchy girl and my friend it seems that they are still together , but I hate her anyway
second note: today is our anniversary and almost 1 year passed since I haven't seen him ...
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