2 is the proof of math is wrong and love is no more exists.

The 2, as a number, as persons, as facts.

For me being 2 equals to, honesty,fidelity,the choice . to be or not be actually, a big contingency, the revealence of the dilemma.

You have to be honest when you are 2 persons. If you did something when you are two , the assurance of the other will reveal the fact that you are the source. So, impossible to lie, there is no space,room it mirrors you what you had done.

You have to be fidel. Because there is no other option. You can escape from the other until when you not exist anymore. Therefore , the other begins on that point. So your existence tied it.

It is the choice. Just being "to be" or "not to be". There are whites and blacks when the gray exist there is no more 2 colours.

So the other reflcets you , what you had done,the must of your existence is the other, but still you are not the other , so I can differantiate the other and you.

let's finish with number ,
for amount we are 2
but we can not be 1 and 1 or 5 and 5 because we are different.
on the other hand you reflects me what I had done, so reflecting is what you see o we have to be same , for example like 1 or 5.
1 + 1 = 1 + 2

Maybe this is the reason being only 2, as a fact or persons is so diff..impossible, love may be never exist, and this was just the illusion that we want to see.

06.12.2011

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No idea where the dream took place- the guy-theater-go,ng back home-family-aunties-kadıköy-berlin-telling lies-cough-holding my hands-my waist-leaving from parents-aunties- hearing some advice- going through Istanbul but it looks like a dock. maybe hamburg maybe izmir.